I have bad dream, by my vision of future...

Honestly!!
I want to tell you my share of news what I saw in my dream that I need to tell you the truth- I may have lost my hope.
A Deaf Celebrity. My goal for the paranormal network. I had a vision ahead of the future about the New England will take over the Deaf Ghostly Research Paranormal. They will be "chosen" by Ghost Hunter, or Paranormal Network to the PACC that who all three are deaf and with interpreter who leader of the Ghost Team.  PACC. (Paranormal Association of Central Connecticut)
The Ghost Hunters or Paranormal Network will be in center of attention with that team (I would want to tell you, I don't want to make accuse) that they would be pull into the network for special, because of CeCe Huntress, a psychic celebrity- would be strong referred to the Paranormal network, Maybe in the SyFy network, and to make that team would be celebrity labeled?
Last time I visited at PACC by first time, and next time by second time for visit, PACC not allowed me visit again.Because I am founder of DGRP?

I had vision that I am lost to the team in nearly future, I can't change that way- that "Deaf Ghostly Research Paranormal" will be throw away forever? It's possible.
What I do with my life? Back to square to normal life? Back to old time and be low under with nothing?

Will they think that I am unworthy and unattractive in these Ghost Hunters' time and Ghost Adventures' time, or to the Paranormal Network's time???
I am always admit these work of paranormal, not to the fan group.

Who will more care of my Deaf Ghostly Research Paranormal/Society/Team?
That is my bad dream that would happen?

Lily